Beautiful Evening turns at the flick of a switch 😢
So our older children paid for us to have a night away and my father paid for a meal it was brilliant. I felt so happy my husband was as...
It’s not the same....
Feeling rather sad and this makes me feel even more sad as it’s Christmas Eve so how can I be sad? I am not after sympathy but I really...
And now it all makes sense!
So today the dr said his bloods showed his medication levels were lower! They shouldn’t be but they are which makes a lot of sense as to...
Airfix Models, Weight Loss and a Racing Mind!
Sat where working and I can see in the corner of my eye he is agitated and distant. I have become good at noticing all these things which...
Beginning to feel like I can’t cope anymore ...
Relaxation is something I no longer feel and it’s 3 weeks until Christmas a time I love and all I feel is fear, worry and I’m tired! I’m...
Christmas, crowds and burns ..
Imagine not having any money and your mates getting married! Imagine your daughter bailing you out buying the outfit! Now imagine how you...
Should have took the cheese grater!
For all my worrying and taking things I saw as a potential danger and hiding them in my car the one thing that never entered my head was...
Rope, Scissors and a Boarding Pass!
A very bizarre title but I am writing this sat awaiting to board a flight to Holland for work. But in order for my peace of mind to...
Feel Like Screaming.....
It’s like living with a zombie No conversation No connection No anything I think I’m going mad I could cry! Correction..... I’m always...
When did I become a nurse?
It seems that mental health is often seen as just something people have. It’s not classed as an illness because you can’t see it but as...
